Ghosting.
Leaving someone guessing is one of the most painful experiences a human being can give another.
It´s like the other one has died.
It´s like death.
It is one of the most ugliest ways of brushing someone off.
I don´t care how deeply hurt you´ve been in your childhood,
but if you do not have the courage and guts to speak your mind,
to be truthful to those who loved you and to yourself.
If you do not let people know where they´re at with you…
You are a fucking bastard.
You´re DEAD.
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(Monks chanting St.Francis prayer of death)
You don´t feel a thing
and you don´t want to know
the rotten fruits you eat
are the fruits you grow
you don´t love a thing
and you don´t wanna try
a psychopathic gardener
you reap all that you sow
you don´t live a life
and you don´t wanna try
you hide in your own victimhood
and watch your lover die
devoid of empathy
you don´t wanna know
you crave for understanding
that you do not want to show
requiesce in pace
you´re dead
I don´t want to feel
I don´t want to know
struggling not to drown
in the undertow
I no longer care
I don´t want no more
I rid myself from anyone
who´s rotten at their core
requiesce in pace
you´re dead